Here I go again.

All it takes is one glance at her smile just to make me feel that the little caterpillars inside me has become beautiful coloured butterflies that are trying to find their way outta my stomach. I guess i'm the only one that understands what this sentence mean. My motivation for the day, even though you'll never know. Edit: She will know. I gotta let her know somehow.

Fighting hard for change

If there's something I want to say, I'll say it from the deepest depths of my heart; It is almost impossible to actually make a change, but it can be done. Seriously, I'm fighting so hard with myself just to change. It's difficult, but achievable.

I'll post a picture of something here that'll probably make me change for the better.



Yes, the picture you see above is indeed THE Fiat Coupe. Actually, it is a Yellow Fiat Coupe. The first car is saw in my life that left an impact on which car I want to own, right up until now. I saw this car behind my old house, in Kota Kemuning. It was 10 years ago and I still love it. I just love how it looks and not just for its looks alone, it's performance..and yeah..its looks. Some friends say that it's ugly, weird and some stuff which I fail to comprehend, but I certainly find it absolutely stunningly beautiful. (Call me a crazy guy who has weird taste for cars but who cares, just look at her!) A dream car I'd say. I want to work harder and smarter for this stunning beauty above, and also for other stuff.

I'm gonna own it one day. Soon, hopefully. Trust me. :)

PS: I just hope I can really trust me.

that little guy

There is always a little faith and hope, somewhere around you. You just gotta think back hard and try to remember whT you're really after. When something during that situation doesn't seem right at all, or if it isn't your way at , just take a deep breathe and think about what matters. You'll start to think and remember the things that could be of matter to you. What im saying is, live by the words of wisdom that you've told yourself before, and don't ever forget it. Just remember it. Even in our deepest darkest moments of life, in any terrible situation that you're in, remember what you told yourself and what you wanted. Just remember it and feel that exact emotion you felt when making that decision, and do it. Whatever that is bothering you, will fade.

2012 Resolutions

Yeah i know. It's another new chapter or edition or release in the bookstore. To be more specific, it's the dawn of yet another spanking new year, which means, new resolutions. I'm gonna cut this short.

Here's first up on my list:

1# Manage myself. I'm such a klutz. I can't do anything right. But here's something i want to improve. I want to be able to manage myself better.